Thursday, December 27, 2007
haha what am i thinking . god. lol ..... her? i am crazy abt her . haha.. but not anymore. ...
ARGHH bullshit.. what not anymore ... everytime i quiet down and do something my mind will starting to think abt her already ... dam it.... TIME ALL IT TAKE IS TIME... when time goes by .. i will forget her... or maybe i found another true love perhaps? haha who knows...
aiyo ..... Too much la too much la.... i mean Work.... hahaha ... true that no one knows what am i . what i do ... this day here i am here to write it here... i been keeping it to myself not letting anyone to know . u know why ? .. this is human living earth ... money ? who dun want.. i am afraid to tell this out... but there is something called BLOG haha . which i can say any thing out.. where by i relief out all my stress and secrets.
M.r wongkangkit general manager Executive . well. .scarly huh ? wtf? wat THE? .. yea everytime u guys ask me where u go sia mia so long . i will say i go work...and ask .. work where??? i tell them ...helping my mum.... its true that i got a 2nd mum ... i mean which i was helping is my real mum ... i been helping her to do accountings .. but shes seldom come to sg .. her house stays at HK ... everytime she comes to sg . i wanted to live with her.. but afraiding that my dad will get fed up ... everytime they met they will qurral... haix .. i don't know why ....
till 2years ago .. nov 11 2005 she passed away .. without saying anything .. i got this news from my 2nd mum ... i wanted to punch my dad when i heard this ... he dragged soooo god dam long to tell me this .... haix.. i was taken away from my mum since 3 .. tats why i come to sg at 3..
haha u guys must be wondering what am i doing . WOW GM sia ... actually is nothing .. gm also human ... gm also got feeling .. i dun want to tell cos i afraid that ppl will start coming up to make friends COS OF the MONEY!. i watch tv .. maybe i watch too much . i am just afraid .. no one tells me to keep it a secret .. but i did.... my dad knows my real mum 's job .. but he nv cares abt it .. it sux ? maybe .. haha .... i wanted to tell everyone wat am i . but i can't ... i have problem with my health .. i afraid that i will go just like my mum did .. everyone is afraid of die. no joke...
well i work .. i work under gh .(goldheart)
360, Orchard Road, #01-18, International Building, Singapore 238869
and also bugiss and also jurongpoint . i ran over to all this places to work .. i do things. i sign things. i handle things.... wat else can i do .. i stress things. i think of someting new.. bah .. bah . headache ... if u are in my shoes u will know how i feel ... afraiding someone will step over yr head? ... thats one of it. . afraid that there will be something that which i can't handle that i need help.... everytime i am in trouble with something my real mum will help me to solve me tell me what is best...... but now shes gone . i got no one to seek help ... it SUX ... i always go emo one corner or go calvin house pretenting i playing game....
when i was with tiffany tat time .... from the start i already know whats the " Huo guo " when i decide to do this.....
what i did was i wanted to be with tiffany using my own money ... my own money as in NS pay.. i dun want to take a single money from my house.. i believe i did it. till that day we break up .. i still didn't use any money... i want to use a normal guy statue to be with her... she always say . i got things which hide from her. ya maybe this one bah ..
now more fuck up.... why ? ..... u know i didn't tell anyone abt my job.. .. and now . i start telling it out .. what pppl will think ? " talk cock la ... what gm sia .. if u hm i god liao" ... i know someone will think of this but u knw what i don't care...
GodLike! - |5:33 PM|
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