Monday, January 21, 2008
woke up pretty early this morning,
yeah,
same later i will haven night duty.
been pretty guilty to my friends,
i didnt care about work.
doing my stuff @ my workplace.
nvm.
been sleeping pretty often,
yeah...
having weird dreams,
i experience that chest contraction around my heart quite recently,
guanzhong ask mi go see wad pycharistrist..
i m not crazy k?!
i jus feel depress recently.
when i know how u carry on when i am gone,
i couldnt forgive myself,
when i hurt you the second time,
i hate myself.
no more love,
no more trust.
only a thief,
stealing her memories,
putting in my heart.
yeah,
i noe a lot of good frends recently..
some accompany mi emo...
some nv fails to try to make me happy...
some cares for mi a lot but dun wan to say it out...
some brothers bring mi go hav fun...
some willingly to sacrifice her sleep jus to ensure i am ok...
some jus make me forget all the worries...
some accompany me when i am alone...
some encourage me to walk on bravely and let go...
i had a promise for myself to hold.
yeah,
if next time i feeling depress or emo,
plse wake me up k?
so much beautiful things around me,
but i didnt see...
ahh,
my fingers bleed...
blisters too...
i shldnt give up making so easily.
be careful nx time bah
k la...
time to do my stuffs.
a random update onli...
lost of feelings recently.
GodLike! - |11:01 PM|
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